If the Battle Don't Kill You (4/5) (Ben/Sun)

[isis2015.livejournal.com]

Title: If the Battle Don't Kill You
Rating: PG-13
Summary: She doesn't desire Ben, she desires the love she feels from him. It first repulsed her, then confused her, and now the more she sees it, the more she is intoxicated by it. She wants to feel that again, someone loving her, someone looking at her like she is the world. She has come to find she will take it from anyone, and that makes her sad. But she cannot let it go.
Disclaimer: I don't own Lost. At all. I wish, but alas...
Author's Note: This story is a prequel to The Black King and the White Queen. Used for au100, prompt #090: It.
Previous Parts: Part One | Part Two | Part Three

She doesn't desire Ben, she desires the love she feels from him. It first repulsed her, then confused her, and now the more she sees it, the more she is intoxicated by it. She wants to feel that again, someone loving her, someone looking at her like she is the world. She has come to find she will take it from anyone, and that makes her sad. But she cannot let it go.